yawwwuuuu people. im not ON TO IT with blog anymore. so i think i wont post that frequently. so anyway im STILL healthy as ever, happy as ever, bitch as ever, annoying as ever, etc etc etc.
im still me. nothing changed. oh wait 1 thing did. IM NOT BROKE! :D because i babysitting-ed from friday to sunday. so kaching kaching :)



siok oh kan pula this song :D

im addicted to it babe

there's something bout this guy. no his voice is not that soothing but damn so siok. ahah. or issit just cause I'm addicted to this song? i love Michael buble! :)

oh when first time i wanna hear the dude sing kan my dad was like behind me and this what happened

D: WHOSE THAT GUY ?!
C: HA? uhh random singers
D:* made the jaga-u-if-u-have-boyfriend-that-old face
C:*smile sweetly *
D:*walking out of the room*
C:*make the *=.="* face*

i just got back from a rosary prayer ? i dont know what u call it but yea. its like for my house area want. and my dad was invited cause he's a church person so my mom brought me along since i never go one before :p it was okay ? they serve blueberry cheese cake and durian swiss roll. i only ate one slice of the BCC :p hahah. it taste OK not "UMM" enough. hahahha.

I SMELL GOOOD! :)

you're my everything

why cant my voice like that ? esh.now i feel so unlucky :( damn it. so anyway today is like like the BEST DAY i mean like very funny. i mean yesterday also. haha. I'll end my post with some conversation

yesterday 20Th Oct.
me, ivy(classmate) and atia(classmate) were discussing our maths. then atia was talking talking talking then ivy suddenly say. I'll use their initials
I: atia kau ni macam BANGGALI OH
C&I: *LAUGH OUT LOUD*
A: HA ? apa ?
C&I: *still laughing*
A: OHH! menggali *make her chiehhh face *
C: kau ni BANGGALI bah yg macam tu india. eh nda tu TAMIL
I: ahh itu!
A: apa ? huh ? ish kamu ni mengulu saja.
C: kau ni bagus bah tu
C&I: LAUGHHHH
A: * diam diam psal nda paham bahsa sabah*

p/s: she orang kl bah

today 21st oct ( day of broken english)
FIRST di depan pintu kelas
natasha talk to ivy psal something that im not sure i can tell but well im not taking risk then
N: wont you feel guilty or something when u get married later ?
I: i'll just drop if la bah like that.
C: what the hell ? drop if la bah ? babi broken
I&C: LAUGHHHHHHHH

second. meja rhiannon, wani sama michelle. we were talking bout INNOCENT people are mostly unvirgin. and rhiannon looks very very innocent
C: rhaine are you a virgin ?
R: ofcourse lah! *hit me with her handkie*
C: * talks to ivy* rhiannon looks very innocent. are you think she's a virgin ?
I: LAUGGHHHHH. APA ? ARE YOU THINK SHE's A VIRGIN ?
C: OH YA KAN! HAHAHAHAHAHA. do you think bah kan aiyer
C&I&R: LAUGGHHHHHHHHH

then one day if teringat balik trus laugh this :)

virgin and unvirgin; DIFFERENT!

yaww. i lupa oh what i wanted to post :} esh. lama already kan i tida update. nemine la. no one seems updating their blog either. i malas sudah mau update. so if like my blog basih jan layan ah bye

boogey loogey

i finally get to online for 4 days ?
good luck to all PMR candidates. and thank you very much for the holidays :}

i headache oh now. so pukima. boring oh my life now. like no where to go. like i go library only this. (not lifeless)

nobody can be trusted oh nowadays. without knowing kan, your own friends talk behind u. so lah. like so obvious bah you guys talking about me. and if like i wasn't there that time kan, u thought my friends wasn't there meh ? u don't know kan ? :)
and okay i might have done this stuff a few times but yes i do regret and i felt stupid and i confessed to the person who i was talking about. and I'm talking about people who talks bad about someone . if u hate that someone particular so much, SAY THE NAMES OUT LOUD LA SAYANG!
and like why everyone acting like kids this ? with ONE quote in this someone's mind which is " i dont want to friend you" whats wrong bah with you guys ? eee. malas i oh

luck ?

today from around 5 o'clock pm is my luckiest moment ever.

first, WE FCKING WON AND WE ARE GOING TO P-A-H-A-N-G YAYYY. no i wont buy stuff for you guys. don't even think about it. ( omg i say fcking im trying to kasih less my bad words bah this. okay. just act like i say fruity or frog ? )

second, i found 10cent in Mr. Chin's bus! and a cute purse. the purse i tida ambil la. but the TEN CENTS helped me go home u know ? hahha. see at least i can go home ;p

third, i saw TWO TIKUS! like jarang u know i can see tikus hahahaha. funny.



but the luck stop just now.

unique ?

one of the picture shows how i duduk. its weird i know. and none of you duduk like that. but i cant change that habit nemore. too bad

quoting ?

i've been searching for funny quotes since this morning since benitta found 1
and its like interesting ? so i also find lah :)

~Everyone has photographic memory; some just don't have the film.

~Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else ( =.=)

~If you die in an elevator, be sure to push the Up button.

~In God we trust; all others must pay cash


even namely people can make quotes

~When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity. - Albert Einstein


i'll post more in other post :))

i wanna be legendary

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow


i've been youtubing alot lately. this song bikin me emo oh.
the original video clip got people people talking so i upload this la.

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so anyway, holiday obviously going to end for the next two days. i havent wash my shoes yet oh. tomorrow la. but cuti pmr got again coming! :D:D:D:D:D whoots :) but if cuti kan i dont have money oh. my dad dont give allowance if holiday D: so every holiday i got no money. shitty this. this holiday i did not go anyway at all oh. except camping that lah. but that pun skejap only.
so neway, did i told u i gained 4 kg ? and lost 1 kg ? makes me gained 3 kg already for this freaking September and August ? watafak oh. ee


Never take life seriously,Nobody gets out alive anyway.

kebenuaan

this video does make sense i tell you

legend

she have good voice oh but she did get off the tune at one part thou. she's like THIRTEEN, im thirteen i cant sing like that. Eee

pimp people

got back home from karambunai lagoon beach from camping around 3. gaah. camping is like a night to survive with the awesome yet awful wind. i have to sleep on the ground. gaaaaaaaah. sakit belakangg. hahahahaha.fun lah but next time gonna have to bring mattress, bolster, and socks. i know it does not sounds like camping no more. u should see what my aunt and her friend brought to camp. its like moving not camping :S it have lots of advantages at every point of the day. hahahah. i still can feel the wave flow on my body oh. headache some more.

ur my porn star *wink* ;p

peloger

hheeeeeeeeeelloooooooo peeeeeeeeeeeeooooopleeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDD

FINNAALLYYYYYY. computer FIXED! whoots. haha. i know small thing. but i haven't online at home since 17 July 2009. :p neway, im kinda blurr again with blogging I'm not really sure why. but i don't know what to say anymore. haha. tragic donut.

hello bloggers :) i set my blog unprivate already because banyak people suruh me to invite them but i malas. so this is the best thing to do lah. i hope no one hack me :D please la. hahahhaha. neway. im in lib now doing kgt but not actually doing it ? hahaha. this lib bising oh. newayyyy, this lib is not as full as yesterday.

i love you people out there like crazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey.

note: im not that serious. muaxxyy

bookworm

sorry for the late. well VERYVERYVERY late updates ;p my computer broke down and neither my parents nor my siblings intend to fix it up. so i have to go to library and online lah. its actually siok mengonline here cause sejuk :) and a lot of people i know oh her now. so weird ?
neway, gt cute boy! he baaru limpas me. HAHAHAHA. cute ehhhhh. :p worth it eh go here. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA kay i know i did not online for a long time but i got nothing to say lah babe. i want to cari makan oh. hahhaa. i love u people :D

p/s i havent online since 17 July :S

BYEE. lama again then i update this :)))))

my pinafore is so soft oh. yes I'm still in my pinafore. this turquoise squared neck dress. ha~ my ass is glued with this chair. i can barely stand on my feet now.

im just so curious lah kan why before michael jackson's death NO ONE bothered to talk about him ? but since his already dead, everybody is like a fan of him now. so fake lah. u only like him because his dead ka ? if u are seriously a big fan of him, u would even like him before his death bah. like my momah :p
but seriously, do not act lah buds. so fake one.

me no cruel yo sistah

just now after sunday school went to church after church went out with my sister and my mother :D anyway tried some dresses that will buy it soon. even my mom said that :p anyway bought a short pants and a pouch. its a lime green stripe pouch. picture? :) got yellow and red again. red like the penjual ice cream that :p then i wanted to take the yellow but my sister insist me to take the green. so yeah. 15 bucks more than worth it eyy :)



btw congrats choral team :) kirim salam melaka :D

life is fine, choir fine, friends fine, study fine.
love not fine, annoying people not fine, wanna be people not fine.

that's it. the things that happened while i did not update. boring ay ?
anyone wants to give me money ? :d no, I'm not broke. i just want a lot of money :D
neway, tomorrow choir performance at budaya something something for the folk lore ? i don't know. hahah. and its INTERNATIONAL! omg. haha. a few country i know that taking part is Indonesia, Brunei and Philippines. and we are bringing the sayang kinabalu and i have a dream song. hmph.

and to benitta benjami i cannot go to your school concert cause that performance is from 7 to 10.30 so yea. sorry. next time maybe ? aha.

one and only

oh em gee. tomorrow/ next 12 hours. I'm seriously nervous now. sweaty palms. pray for us will yaw. we are representing YOU guys u know :p kk what :d heehaw. but seriously. i wish and really really hope tomorrow will be our best performance that we ever made eh ;)) hopefully lady luck will be on our side laah tomorrow. badly needs to go Johor Bahru. i miss johor already :( its been 2 years since i've been there :p

neways tomorrow is also report card day. im so not excited. my dad is going there alone. thank god got choir comp. because my class teacher like to kasih kena me. but in a play play way. haha. oh well. sure not gonna be the first :| and last :p i wish lah. hhaha and hope :))) kay i have to get ready my stuff for tomorrow.

did you forget ?

seriously i don't want to live anymore oh. i don't like oh this feeling. everyone around me just change like in a snap! i don't like it oh. don't feel offended. its not u who I'm talking about here. this is the part where i don't feel i deserve or maybe U yourself call me what u called me before, "friend".

ahhhh! as emoness strikes. okaylah i wont handles peoples life. don't care bout them. i feel so lifeless la now. i don't feel like imagines stuff with my crush and stuff already =.= u know what i mean ? when u like someone u'll think good things bout him and stuff. well if u don't do that, don't proceed reading :p anyway, when i think of him i feel like puking already oh now. i cannot smile in a sudden when i remember your jokes like i used to do. now, when i think of u, all i can thing is your evilness towards me. why this feeling suddenly came? i don't even see the point of living.

by the way, i don't know if your mind had ever thought this but, do you know what are u doing at this earth ? u live, u grow, go old, and die ? whats the point. and that is not the end. u still have to go somewhere. if you go to heaven ? what will u do there? when u go to hell ? what will u do there ? die is not the end. this will never come to end. i have been thinking bout this allot. i keep on making up theories but it just don't work anymore like it used to.

people around me is changing o. i so dont like this to happen. i think I'm going to make another blog but private and no one can read it. at least i can let it out somewhere. its just so hurting keeping it inside. the feeling never fade want. :|

dad

i badly want to post a picture of my dad, but he really really really seriously really hate taking pictures. haha.
sokay dad, i still love u :) hope u enjoy our so-called-Chinese-cooking. hahahahaha :D

anyway, just now u go jalan with ninaaa :) we wanted to watch drag me to hell, but the earliest time it was showing was 3.20 pm ? so we decided to watch monster vs aliens. stupid la that movie. but i LOVEE si BOB hahahaha.

haha yeap. thats "it" :) hahahahaha. come lah i tell what happen :)
go cp, my sis ambil duit then go jumpa nina at starbucks. after that we went to the counter to buy ticket. so we trus masuk cinema. then masa habis suda, nina wanted to go waterfront but i told her nothing over there, so she take it back :p hahaha. then we jalan ? jalan ? and jalan? then i bwa nina go yogur berry. trus ada ni dua pengacau go stalk. HAHAH its our " kawan" actually. hahaa. then after that i get annoyed by them then i go cari my kakak. haaha. then i friend my sister to buy" converse bata" HAHA. then uhh. we buy nail polish ? ahaha. my sister is so good to me eh. i dont know why. we saling menyayang sdah i think. HAHAHAHA

chocolate moist cake with black chocolate cream on top

so yummy la :) my brother's girlfriend baked it or is it her mom ? i don't know but it comes from them. yum yum. the taste is just so rich! the cake is sweet-ish and the cream is bitter. it made me feel so sexy! :D

lets talk bahasa melayu sabah.
isuk sikul. sikul sia la. ko punya sa tia tau. tapi sikul sy bukan blajar jua tu. kami ber ko kum. tapi sa ada koir. sa mo pi nyanyi nyanyi. sa teda kerja ruma.


hahaa. enough la.

pork oh yo?

i LOVE pocoyo (: he is the blued shirt boy. haha. he is actually a baby :D i just cant resist loving him :))) i know i might be to old to watch this show, WHO CARES ? haha. seriously i still watch cartoon because ekiel watch it so i have to. especially tom and jerry, spongebob, fairy odd parents and ofcource ben10 :D

the sleepy feeling?

as our geography lesson was going on, man i was so sleepy. it's not my fault my geography teacher was so boring :p i was almost sleeping when i force my eye to open since i know she do not like her students to sleep. anyone want some free fats ? (: im just offering :D i think im falling in love oh. u know with who ? my school. why ? i dont know. i like being lame oh (: it just makes me so happy. and for all the people think he/she is cool kan, go on with ur life (: weeee~ haha

shit or shitty ?

i need some of your advice on my hair :) can bah kn :D if u dont want dont bother leavee.


is it this ? if you pick this, type " 001" in my cbox message :D


but if you hate 001, and u like this instead.type 002 :D

help me out will yah~

anyway, holiday is obviously ending, and gosh WHY?! WHY?! hmm. seriously, i know some of you might want the school open NOW. like N-O-W so u can meet up with your friends ? well, good for you then, the school is reopening soon -.-
but i think its a good thing too ? so i can save some money and maybe burn some fats up. so, yeah. there's a bad thing and good thing.

anyway, what i get from this 2 weeks holiday ?
~ gain weight. duh. 24/7 at home, what other things would u do than eat!
~ memorize advertisment songs :D
~ cooked for my family and they were pleased ! sedaap :) udang gala again that i cook. ahahha

copycats

seriously, i do know who are you out there. you might did not realise it. I've been using *it* long time ago. and what do you think ? I'm not using it anymore ? I'm still using it. hello -.- I'm just wondering u know, why on earth would u guys copy me. ask me what am i going to use and everything and where the same thing ? WTF. sorry if u guys hurt or something. but sometimes i just can take this. and everytime u made some jokes, why must u guys look at me ? i know u guys are "cool" people but, puh-lease. please stop copying ok. all the thing i know must u guys to know too ? i dont think so:) if i dont want to tell u its mean i dont want ok, dont force. i know u guys are my friends and friends are the one who u tell ur secrets and everything but sorry i havent trust u guys yet.

im setting my blog private. so anyone reads my blog please leave ur email in my cbox :) the one who dont leave their email, well, no need to read lor :D

my brain is lagging

its a bright new day, sunshine,
aren't you tired running in my mind.

this what i got from yesterday. i cant think of other words again. i cant even find the right melody. i think my brain is not working again. its like so rusty already. its was 9 days ago since i went to school. i did something bah yesterday to refresh my brain. but nah. it is still not working.

kids

while waiting my dad to pick me up in church after sunday school just now, there were a bunch of boys waiting for their parents too. technically one of them is my cousin. and omg they act like 7 years old but talk like 17! here's some of their conversation that i heard. hey i wasnt " curi curi dengar" they were so loud.

scene 1 : my cousin was like holding his chest ? wtf. because the boy take his stuff and throw throw it.haha anyway,

boy 1 : why are u holding my breast ? wait i dont have one. why are u holding my nenen.
wakakakak.
my cousin: wkakakakakakakakakakkaa. aiyo u dont like that lh. give me back my stuff.
boy 1 telling boy 2: *boy 2 name* u know * my cousin's name* hold my
nenenenennenenenenenennenenenen. wkakakaka

omg this. haha.

scene 2: boy 2 was tickle-ing boy 1. and here it goes

boy 1: ah pukima pukima pukima pukima u. stop it bah. so pukima o u. ( yes loudly in
the holy church. haha)
boy 2: whatever, u yang pukima!

scene 3: boy 1 holds my cousin DICK omg.

my cousin: what are u doing ?!
boy 1 : wkakakakakkakakakakaa.


kids nowdays.

jailed

deleted my old post. its so old, who would want to read it by the way. my tongue is so itchy. as if I'm allergic to the things i just ate :O don't bother , i did not like that food that much thou ;p

oh baby your so kind,
your so kind that i got blind.

a lot of relationship happen because of the kind-ness happened between them. by that, the girl don't even bother to judge his face as his kindness turn over his oh-so-not-hansom-face to her prince charming. how did that happen ? i have hell no idea. yes i created that words up there. it just suddenly popped out from my mind. i don't mind sharing (:

I'm just so curious, love is so-very-incredibly blind now days. is it a good thing? i think so, but not for the pretty ladies out there or the most charming guy u kind find. one of my friend said to me the other day " in a relationship, on of them must be so hot-pretty-cute and everything a person wants. on the other hand, the other person is the person who everyone been rejecting!" she went mad. (ha ha) because damn, she's pretty too. so she said again " in this case, my boyfriend gonna look hilarious! "

i tought of it, i must be lucky ;p im not that pretty girl who always gets the boy's attention. we'll just hope the fact is true :D seriously, to all the pretty ladies, girls, woman sorry ;)