seriously i don't want to live anymore oh. i don't like oh this feeling. everyone around me just change like in a snap! i don't like it oh. don't feel offended. its not u who I'm talking about here. this is the part where i don't feel i deserve or maybe U yourself call me what u called me before, "friend".
ahhhh! as emoness strikes. okaylah i wont handles peoples life. don't care bout them. i feel so lifeless la now. i don't feel like imagines stuff with my crush and stuff already =.= u know what i mean ? when u like someone u'll think good things bout him and stuff. well if u don't do that, don't proceed reading :p anyway, when i think of him i feel like puking already oh now. i cannot smile in a sudden when i remember your jokes like i used to do. now, when i think of u, all i can thing is your evilness towards me. why this feeling suddenly came? i don't even see the point of living.
by the way, i don't know if your mind had ever thought this but, do you know what are u doing at this earth ? u live, u grow, go old, and die ? whats the point. and that is not the end. u still have to go somewhere. if you go to heaven ? what will u do there? when u go to hell ? what will u do there ? die is not the end. this will never come to end. i have been thinking bout this allot. i keep on making up theories but it just don't work anymore like it used to.
people around me is changing o. i so dont like this to happen. i think I'm going to make another blog but private and no one can read it. at least i can let it out somewhere. its just so hurting keeping it inside. the feeling never fade want. :|
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