hello bloggers :) i set my blog unprivate already because banyak people suruh me to invite them but i malas. so this is the best thing to do lah. i hope no one hack me :D please la. hahahhaha. neway. im in lib now doing kgt but not actually doing it ? hahaha. this lib bising oh. newayyyy, this lib is not as full as yesterday.

i love you people out there like crazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey.

note: im not that serious. muaxxyy

bookworm

sorry for the late. well VERYVERYVERY late updates ;p my computer broke down and neither my parents nor my siblings intend to fix it up. so i have to go to library and online lah. its actually siok mengonline here cause sejuk :) and a lot of people i know oh her now. so weird ?
neway, gt cute boy! he baaru limpas me. HAHAHAHA. cute ehhhhh. :p worth it eh go here. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA kay i know i did not online for a long time but i got nothing to say lah babe. i want to cari makan oh. hahhaa. i love u people :D

p/s i havent online since 17 July :S

BYEE. lama again then i update this :)))))

my pinafore is so soft oh. yes I'm still in my pinafore. this turquoise squared neck dress. ha~ my ass is glued with this chair. i can barely stand on my feet now.

im just so curious lah kan why before michael jackson's death NO ONE bothered to talk about him ? but since his already dead, everybody is like a fan of him now. so fake lah. u only like him because his dead ka ? if u are seriously a big fan of him, u would even like him before his death bah. like my momah :p
but seriously, do not act lah buds. so fake one.

me no cruel yo sistah

just now after sunday school went to church after church went out with my sister and my mother :D anyway tried some dresses that will buy it soon. even my mom said that :p anyway bought a short pants and a pouch. its a lime green stripe pouch. picture? :) got yellow and red again. red like the penjual ice cream that :p then i wanted to take the yellow but my sister insist me to take the green. so yeah. 15 bucks more than worth it eyy :)



btw congrats choral team :) kirim salam melaka :D

life is fine, choir fine, friends fine, study fine.
love not fine, annoying people not fine, wanna be people not fine.

that's it. the things that happened while i did not update. boring ay ?
anyone wants to give me money ? :d no, I'm not broke. i just want a lot of money :D
neway, tomorrow choir performance at budaya something something for the folk lore ? i don't know. hahah. and its INTERNATIONAL! omg. haha. a few country i know that taking part is Indonesia, Brunei and Philippines. and we are bringing the sayang kinabalu and i have a dream song. hmph.

and to benitta benjami i cannot go to your school concert cause that performance is from 7 to 10.30 so yea. sorry. next time maybe ? aha.

one and only

oh em gee. tomorrow/ next 12 hours. I'm seriously nervous now. sweaty palms. pray for us will yaw. we are representing YOU guys u know :p kk what :d heehaw. but seriously. i wish and really really hope tomorrow will be our best performance that we ever made eh ;)) hopefully lady luck will be on our side laah tomorrow. badly needs to go Johor Bahru. i miss johor already :( its been 2 years since i've been there :p

neways tomorrow is also report card day. im so not excited. my dad is going there alone. thank god got choir comp. because my class teacher like to kasih kena me. but in a play play way. haha. oh well. sure not gonna be the first :| and last :p i wish lah. hhaha and hope :))) kay i have to get ready my stuff for tomorrow.

did you forget ?

seriously i don't want to live anymore oh. i don't like oh this feeling. everyone around me just change like in a snap! i don't like it oh. don't feel offended. its not u who I'm talking about here. this is the part where i don't feel i deserve or maybe U yourself call me what u called me before, "friend".

ahhhh! as emoness strikes. okaylah i wont handles peoples life. don't care bout them. i feel so lifeless la now. i don't feel like imagines stuff with my crush and stuff already =.= u know what i mean ? when u like someone u'll think good things bout him and stuff. well if u don't do that, don't proceed reading :p anyway, when i think of him i feel like puking already oh now. i cannot smile in a sudden when i remember your jokes like i used to do. now, when i think of u, all i can thing is your evilness towards me. why this feeling suddenly came? i don't even see the point of living.

by the way, i don't know if your mind had ever thought this but, do you know what are u doing at this earth ? u live, u grow, go old, and die ? whats the point. and that is not the end. u still have to go somewhere. if you go to heaven ? what will u do there? when u go to hell ? what will u do there ? die is not the end. this will never come to end. i have been thinking bout this allot. i keep on making up theories but it just don't work anymore like it used to.

people around me is changing o. i so dont like this to happen. i think I'm going to make another blog but private and no one can read it. at least i can let it out somewhere. its just so hurting keeping it inside. the feeling never fade want. :|